Carpe Diem

Looking back on the past couple of years, I'd say that I've changed a lot. Some were good and some weren't, but "that's life." I was always known as the extrovert. My hope for when I stepped into the room was that everyone would take notice. It's not like I would throw a big parade every time I entered the room, it's just that I wanted command, and I personally don't think there's anything wrong with that. I also used to feel acceptance by how many people I'm around at a time. Well, all that took a big turn! The concept seems foreign to me now. I find myself being alone a lot of the time and being okay with it. I just don't know if there's anything here left to do. And moving is a done deal as of right now, but you never know what'll happen, life's unpredictable right? 3 months sound so far away but I know that it's gonna fly by me, quick! A couple weeks back, I was kind of dreading moving cause there were so much more that I wanted to do here. People to meet and bond with and such but now I'm just ready to leave! I want school to end now so I can pack up, say my goodbyes and start a new life. Just a rant...that's it for now!

ain't she a beaut?!?