hello new xanga!
so i still need someone to tell me why i'm making myself so miserable by going to school even though i know i dont want to. free will is overrated...(that's bad) i still think it's completely ridiculous that being 18 is considered as being an adult, yet your parents still have control over what you do...at least mine do. mom and dad just need to chill sometime.ex 1: conversation with my mom when her friend lost her job and is not getting unemployment fees.
me "Why doesnt she just get some unemployment fee? then she'll have some security."
mother "No, God is our security!"
(this really happened and yes, i agree with my mother)
ex2: conversations with my mom about school and future stuff.
me "I want to take a break from school because i think it's bull and i just dont think this is the right time for me to be in school."
mother "No you have to stay in school because if you dont, you'll never get a job"
(but God is my security...right?)
mothers and fathers are confusing...
going to college and graduating has always been an obvious choice after high school. "of course i'm going to college." BECAUSE we think we have to go to college. everyone goes to college nowadays. young, old, pretty, ugly, stupid, smart, willingly, unwillingly, healthy, sick. (imma jerk) but yes, and why? because we're stupid and we dont make our decisions. the heck with school! i just want to drop out already. but according to my parents, i'm never going to get a job and die. BIG SIGH!
on a dimmer note, 6 more weeks of school!
i want to start reading the oh so depressing "Requiem for a Dream" already (shipping in 4-5 days)
James 5:7-12
peace out, Kami
posted by airickahh @ 12:08 AM
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