Carpe Diem

This blog is actually a result of my insomnia... and I am actually typing with my lights off cause I am just that lazy.

See what has changed since my last post which was what, a decade ago???

I actually followed through with moving in with my gradparentals in NY. I don't know if I mentioned this before or not, but I always thought that something might happen a week or two before the move which would prevent me from actually moving... It's strange I know but yes, nothing happened and that is why I currently live in Flushing with a part time job close enough so I don't have to take any type of public transportation. What a life huh? I'm actually not being sarcastic. I quite enjoy it. The walk to Target (my employer) is only about 15 minutes which if you ask me, is not too shabby when I think about the people living in Manhattan, Bronx, Brooklyn and Long Island that have to leave their house an hour or two earlier just to get to work on time. I now spend most of my days working unless I'm at home, then I'm watching old movies or t.v. shows. But don't worry, when Winter rolls around, I'll be enrolled in a class or two at FIT. And my motivation for finishing school is not to have my dream career cause I honestly still don't know what that is....but the motivation for getting out is actually getting out! Go figure...

Changes. Changes are obviously evident in a big move. After talking on the phone with my mom she said that it sounds like I'm growing up... that makes me feel good. But when I think about a couple days ago when Jose said, "just make sure you go touch up the panties and make sure you're touching them every few minutes." (of course I giggled.. hahaha but I was also every tired ad over worked so that's my excuse) So I guess it's hard to tell if I'm really growing up or not. Minus that point. I'm a half vegetarian... not by choice. What I mean is, I eat meat when I'm not home which is basically just lunch... sometimes, but I usually skip lunch. I got bangs? hahaha but it wont last long... I'm not dedicated enough to trim them that often. AAAANNNNDDDD I'm a loner! But that's okay. I kind of enjoy not having a social life and being a bed potato when I'm not working.... yeah, I was being sarcastic. At first it seemed okay, but after a while it gets boing.

I guess that's it for now? I think I'll have an update sometime later this week that's more about my deeper thoughts haha well as deep as they get anyway.