Everything You're Not
late night updates are becoming a thing.Since my last post, I have started working at a salon with a great name starting as a shampoo assistant. As of right now I have been there for almost two months. At first I was having trouble deciding if I want to stay working there and become a corporate robot or not...but now I have made up my mind to accept the challenge and learn as much as I can from there.
I don't feel like talking about work.
No matter how many times I say I don't need someone, I lied.
No matter how many times I try to convince myself that I'm not lonely, I lied.
The truth is I am lonely and I do want someone. I can't imagine going through life alone. The fact that I can't have someone to vent to besides a computer screen. I can't seize the day if it's half assed...
I honestly wonder if love is out there for me at all. Maybe I'll have a change of heart. But as of right now, this is how i feel.
Though I won't say it out loud.
I want someone that will make my heart skip. Someone who gives me butterflies in a good way. I want someone that wants to tell me their day and wants to listen to mine. In the end, don't we all want someone to just want us back?
I am done with your twisted symphonies
posted by airickahh @ 8:08 PM
